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There's Gotta Be a Road

by Charlie Monterey

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1.
Sometimes 03:28
Sometimes the wind blows softly, sometimes the wind blows cold Sometimes the rain washes seeds away, sometimes the rain makes the crops grow Sometimes a little bit of distance can make everything look clearer Sometimes you can't get too far, it's staring back at you in the mirror Sometimes you can be too rich, sometimes you can look too good Sometimes all that fame and fortune won't make you the things you should Sometimes flying's too slow, sometimes you walk too fast One day we're all just children, the next thing, the years have passed Be careful what you ask for, your wish just might come true There's time to choose a new path. But time won't come back for you Sometimes we think we run things, sometimes we lose control Sometimes the time's just not right, even if you've paid the toll Sometimes we sit and watch when there's something better we should do Sometimes watching's wise than all those rushing fools Be careful what you ask for, your wish just might come true There's time to choose a new path, but time won't come back you Somewhere there is a balance, I keep saying that it's true I'll tell you when I get there, if I get there before you Sometimes the wind blows softly, sometimes the wind blows cold Sometimes I think we think too much, worrying just gets you old.
2.
There's a road in Montana they call the Highline Cuts through the plains like a path to the sun Saskatchewan is the next stop if you happen to turn north Range land and cattle and big sky the whole run My pony and I rode the Highline last year A flatlander passing through on a quest I was alone, but not really lonesome I was taking you with me on the way out west On the Highline On the Highline Like a warrior traveling through country unknown Riding the Highline I was back home a few weeks before you You had been riding too, in another direction We shared our stories of the places we'd been On one of those rare moments of our circles' intersection That night we lay together, me holding you close My heart was broke open like never before A picture floated through my mind like a song Of another road that I'd never traveled before On the Highline On the Highline Like a warrior traveling through country unknown Riding the Highline We're all solo travelers, every long road tells me so Facing lifelong journeys that are up to us alone Sometimes I want it different, if we're lucky that comes true For a little while, for a little while Sometimes I have this dream when I'm traveling alone But it's not a white picket fence around a happy home It's a lonely road not far from Canada That just for a little way together we'd roam On the Highline On the Highline Like two warriors traveling through country unknown Riding the Highline
3.
I am standing beside a dirt road Not far from where I once lived Looking out over the farmlands I remembered when I was a kid There are some of the same trees and houses Some of the neighbors that I used to know But not everything is the same here There's a farm that's no longer plowed There's five or six brand new houses Corn and wheat are no longer allowed There's an industrial park up the road some And the barns that I played in are gone Maybe you can't hold back progress The only thing constant is change And over there is a bridge 'cross the freeway I used to go there late at night And I'd watch the tail lights go somewhere Thinking someday I'd take off in flight Maybe just into the city Or maybe thousands of miles away I would dream of my day on that freeway Follow tail lights down roads yet to come Nobody knows where they lead us The roads that we mapped long ago You never know what you will find there Even if you have been there before Now I'm standing beside this dirt road But it's no road that I've seen here before Then I'm looking through eyes that have grown some I guess this isn't my home anymore There are clues to what's in my memory Only signs of what's left in my past In a while I'll be back on that freeway Follow tail lights down roads yet to come I am standing beside a dirt road Not far from where I once lived Looking out over the farm land I remember when I was a kid
4.
'67 04:10
We spent the night with my cousins in Birmingham One hot July years ago House full of kids, all fun and excitement But something lingered in the air Back at our house, the tanks were rolling Down the streets toward the billowing smoke It was '67, the city was burning We slept where we thought we'd be safe My dad worked nights, but he'd come home early 'Cause the curfew was at 8 Mom wasn't good at hiding her worries Till she saw the car pull up in front My sister and I couldn't quite understand it But we knew that a riot was bad It was '67 and the people were fighting We just wanted to stay out of the way Maybe it just had to happen The lid just had to come off The combination of heat and frustration Injustice mixed up with fear People could not pretend any more When the fires lit up the sky Too many gunshots, bricks through store windows The headlines screaming the score It went up with a bang, and faded more slowly Finally the troops all left town People started to put things back together Even now some streets still aren't the same Thirty years later it looks like it's better At least we don't fight in the street But ask folks living near old 12th and Myrtle Have we really come far enough
5.
Halfway across Iowa I missed you for the first time Miles and miles of corn fields, without any trees to climb The only thing I wanted was to hear a friendly voice But a farm show on the radio was my only choice And overnight in Omaha, a cafe after after dark Then a bed and a TV set in a motel by the park I played my songs to an empty room, chords bouncing off the wall Then I watched Jay Leno, you know he never heard at all About how it felt to miss you though I said I didn't care And how you fill a hole in me that I didn't know was there I thought that I could leave you, and though that may be true I will never leave a place that I could miss as much as you And rolling into Denver underneath the open sky The Rockies building in the west, truckers roaring by I pointed at an eagle, said "Hey would you look at that" As if you were sitting there seeing what I pointed at Halfway across Iowa I missed you for the first time I'll be in California sometime Friday after nine I guess I'll send a postcard from the next town I pass through Though I know a card can't say what I need to say to you (repeat 3rd verse)
6.
I hate waking up in the morning And that moment that I realize That the place I'm on my way to Pays the bills but it won't feed my soul I hate feeling the feeling I get When it's like my friends fence me in But right now I'd like to have the chance To have a happy reunion after a long time apart There's gotta be a road There's gotta be a horizon There's gotta be a way to get to Someplace that I'm not at right now Sometimes I think of my father 43 years in the same factory He died just 30 miles from where he was born I wonder if he ever felt like me There's gotta be a road There's gotta be a horizon There's gotta be a way to get to Someplace where I'm not at right now There's gotta be more than pictures There's gotta be more than stories There's gotta be more than unfilled longings There's gotta be, there's just gotta be There's too many nights spent sleepless And I think that a bottle would do me right But I open the road map and follow the lines My dreams come and they lead me away There's gotta be a road There's gotta be a horizon There's gotta be a way to get to Someplace where I'm not at right now There's gotta be a road There's gotta be a horizon There's gotta be, there's just gotta be Someplace where I'm not at right now
7.
Whenever I get lonely, I pick up my guitar And I play myself a song or two To play some of the blues away, and sometimes it don't take long To get my feelings right, and start my day anew It doesn't happen often, and most of the time Just the strings singing eases all the pain But when I sing this song, my defense tumbles down It makes me think of things I'll never have again Chorus: And I know that some things in life will change And I know I'll never see you again But I know you wouldn't mind if I sang just one more line To bring you back in my mind again I can still remember late nights sitting long While I played every song I knew for you I know I'd miss a beat and I know my voice would crack Every time I sang a line that said I love you Well I still stay up late playing every night As though I had an audience to hear I'll still miss those beats and my voice still may not hold But the message still comes out loud and clear (CHORUS) Whenever I get lonely, I pick up my guitar And I play myself a song or two To play some of the blues away, and sometimes it don't take long To get my feelings right, and start my day anew But you know, I miss you so much, and everything you did Makes me long for the way things used to be But some things haven't changed, for wherever you have gone I know you're sitting there listening to me (CHORUS)
8.
Some people think I'm as free as you please Running around, singing all the day through When they ask me about it, they act so surprised When I say it's a song of devotion to you I've been to the mountains, I've been to the ocean I've been to the prairie, I've been on the town I've been everywhere that I possibly wanted I want to go back with you next time around I can't remember not knowing the tune I can't remember the words being wrong If they say that I'm lonely they're telling a lie 'Cause you're with me wherever I'm singing this song I've been to Chicago, I've been to Poughkeepsie I've been to the Smokies and Long Island Sound I've been everywhere but something's been missing I want to go back with you next time around And when I get tired, start drifting away You are the anchor I tie myself to And in the morning, I'll wake up again I'll be singing this song of devotion to you I've been to the mountains, I've been to the ocean I've been to the prairie, I've been to the towns I've been everywhere that I possibly wanted I want to go back with you next time around I've been to Chicago, I've been to Poughkeepsie I've been to the Smokies and I've been underground I've been everywhere but something's been missing I want to go back with you next time around
9.
Lone Wolf 06:14
Don't take a look at your face in the mirror Don't listen to your voice as you sing in the night There's something more than restless crept into your bones It's the spirit of the lone wolf in your heart You'll find him on the highway driving in the night Maybe at a truck stop with a coffee by himself In a room full of people he's off in the woods 'Cause he's a lone wolf, a lone wolf just the same REFRAIN: There's a lone wolf on the loose tonight Running wild down the trail tonight He might slow down, he might stay for a while But you won't see him come the morning light Maybe it's the sound of his wheels that makes him run He's got wings on his feet, and they don't ever tire He travels light so the wind carries him along Far away from the things that tie you and me down He sits at night underneath the stars Howling at the full moon as it rises high Maybe there's some comfort singing in the night 'Cause you can't get him to take it from anywhere else (REFRAIN) Yet sometimes the wind blows and the nights get cold And when he slows down, he can almost hear It's a voice with a song that's almost enticing But he's a lone wolf, a lone wolf just the same And even if he cries himself to sleep You know those tears will be dry when the sun rises Just as long as he doesn't see his face in the mirror He won't see the animal that he's become (REFRAIN)
10.
I never wanted to make the big statement I never needed to show that I cared I only wanted not to hurt anybody I thought that would be enough I felt safer as part of the background Didn't need to be a "point of light" I saw it all go down on the Ten O'Clock News But I didn't know just what I could do Then I saw one more homeless man sleeping in a doorway One more big big man strike his wife down One more gay child dead because of hatred Another day is dawning, not enough hope to go round Don't want to read about another drive-by shooting Don't want to hear about another man's war Don't want to listen to some Neo-Nazi's answers Sitting on his pile of guns See the Congressmen say we don't have to And the governor says we don't need to Too many people they can't see what's around them Someone had better open up our eyes To see one more child with a gun in the classroom One more neighborhood with its houses falling down One more dealer stealing our kids' future Another day is dawning, not enough hope to go round I'm not saying I've got all the answers Isn't one of us gonna fix it all at once But I know now that I need to do something And the clock is running for us all So I guess that this is my big statement You know I never thought I'd show that I cared I only wanted not to hurt anybody Now I know that's just not enough When there's one more homeless man sleeping in a doorway One more big big man striking his wife down One more gay child dead because of hatred Another day is dawning, not enough hope to go round
11.
Hawks 04:28
Circling high above the field The hawks used to watch me watch them fly The closest I could ever get Was wishing I could join them in the sky My hopes and dreams they flew then too Borne aloft on strong brown wings I didn't know that they could fall Lay on the ground like broken things But hawks don't know from hopes and dreams Flying's just a thing they have to do But maybe somewhere in the air They find a little joy there too We have been known to try to fly Spread our wings we just cut loose The tether's tight and stops us short We fall and flutter back to roost Back on the ground we wonder why Blame the sky because it called Yearn for keys to set us free And curse the hawks when they don't fall But hawks don't know from hopes and dreams Flying's just a thing they have to do But maybe somewhere in the air They find a little joy there too You can't catch a rabbit in a tree A hungry hawk just has to fly Take the air and build up speed And when the chance comes you have to try I don't fly much anymore My dreams they stay close to the ground But if there's joy I'll find it somewhere And if I happen to be airborne I won't look down
12.
The road goes by the old house, the lake's still clean and blue Everything that I remember is like it was still new The trees have grown a little The swing still hangs beneath the big one And up there on the front porch I'm still sitting there with you Though it's been so many days, so many miles away Something here just pulls me back like I belong to yesterday And after all the plans and dreams I had And all the wrong turns down the hard roads All I ever wanted was to never go away Sometimes all the things you have are less than what you lack And sometimes you have to burn your eyes before your sight comes back But I didn't know, so I had to leave Find all the things I thought were out there When all I ever wanted was at the start of my own track Maybe all the tears I cried only served to break the ice Though I had to learn the hard way I won't have to learn it twice I'm going back to find the place I still see in my mind Then I'll try to put together all the pieces I can find Maybe then I'll show you What I should have shown you all along All I ever wanted was to be right by your side And after all the plans and dreams I had And all the wrong turns now I know All I ever wanted was to be right by your side

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My first album, with songs written between 1982 and 1999. Most songs were recorded in my back bedroom; three were recorded at the studio of friends, and one recorded for a band demo.

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released January 20, 2001

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Charlie Monterey Warren, Michigan

Singer/songwriter and guitarist from metro Detroit, Michigan. Generally mellow sort of folkish songs, relatively minimal arrangements.

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